USS

WENT TO USS LAST................ WEDNESDAY.
Its awesome because I get to go with my favorites and awesome clique for the first time.
Can you believe what we actually did up there on that photo LOL. we seriously just thought thats our grandpa road and quickly lay in the middle of the road. LOL. wtheck. We want to do it differently cause we #YOLO. HAHAH ignore the space between me and bernard had. I thought i was close enough with jiamin already. tsk.

We basically spend our whole time at sci fi city and playing all the roller coasters. I sat till i feel like puking and despite that I still went for another 2 rounds of it. Lets just say, we wanna make our 88$ worth it lol.

so we met..... ELMO. :)

IDK WHY MY BF SMILE LIKE A RETARD BUT HE'S STILL AWESOME.

many many love to this cutie girl of mine.

And i met Ernie! hehe

(PLEASE IGNORE MY EYEBAGS. I KNOW I HAVE HUDE PROBLEMS WITH IT)

didn't realized my hair was actually THAT curly......

look at sylvester face. its just pure epic.

It was really fun and we shall go back again to play rest of the rides. I actually sit the roller coaster till from a scared till i tremble after the time to sitting and just go with the flow. I didnt really scream or anything after that. LOL.

PLEASE STOP JUDGING HOW MUCH FATTER I HAVE GROWN AND WTFISWRONGWITHMY THIGHS and ARMS. OMG. I CANNOT STAND IT. IM SO FUCKING FAT. IM TRYING TO BE ON A MAJOR DIET AND EXERCISE ALREADY OKOKOKOKOKOKOK. I WILL HEAD TO GYM AS MANY TIMES AS I CAN. IM NOT AA HERE OR ANYTHING BUT ITS SO DAMN TRUE OK, AS TO WHAT SOME OF MY CLOSED ONES TELL ME. EVEN MY BF HAHAHAHAH (but i forced him to say truth one la)
my body is so damn in-proportionate now -.- OH FUUUUUUUUUUUUU

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Treasures

Holidays started like a week ago.
MST was screwed up and I really don't want to talk about it anymore.
Nevertheless I shall just update what I had done.
Went to Island creamery for the first time after NP's CTs. It was gooooooooood.

Then ECP for bernard's family outing with few bff accompanying.

Thinking extra lot lately...... and its thousands of mixed feelings especially with relationship issues, friendships, family and stuff but don't worry, Bernard and I are still fine. 

#suckstobemesometimes
However through this period, i have great people around me especially lover.
We had so many bbqs within just a month and all are impromptu. Its great to know a person with a portable bbq pit !

There's so many things I really need to sort it out and think through. What do I want to do in life?
So many things in my mind that I don't know how or who to express. I don't know how to say it in words when I'm facing someone, not even my bf/bff. I mean there are some stuff you'd rather keep to yourself anyway right but if i don't and i just shut myself down so randomly, it affects the people around me and that really sucks.
I felt like I've changed and not in a good way but in the spoilt way again. tsktsk. Plus I'm really becoming like a real bitch and a really bad friend and all again!! All these thoughts are really affecting the shit out of me and also ruining my relationship if these thoughts continues.

ok this is such a boringz post. Before my holiday ends, I can't wait to get my USS TICKETS!!! And SATISFY MY CRAVINGS!! MACARONS AND DOMINO PIZZA AND AND TOWN FOR MY FORMAL CLOTHING AND STUFFFFFF. ALL THESE NEED TO BE DONE IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS.
#LEGGO.

Last but not least I just wanna say a BIG HUGE THANK YOU
TO THOSE WHO ARE STILL IN MY LIFE AND THOSE WHO LOVES ME. #ReasonswhyIhavetocherishlife


OKK AND TAYLOR SWIFT OUT WITH NEW MV AGAIN. THIS.IS.SO.DAMN.SWEET AND CUTE

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