Confidence.

Happy two months.

like an awkward freak ah. hahahaha

WHATS WRONG WITH WANTING TO KEEP A BABY ELEPHANT. SO CUTE RIGHT. IF ONLY MY HOUSE IS BIG ENOUGH AND IF ONLY IM HELL RICH.

Or maybe such loving tamed lions.

  A BABY FOX IS DAMN COOL PLEASE.

ok lah, be realistic. DOGS. Silky terrier best hahaha

was really bored since clique having a hard time deciding where to go.
So.. my fringe is up and how i looked like in school. I KNOW ITS WEIRD/UGLY ETC DONT JUDGE HAHAHA
SIGH WHY OTHER GIRLS CLIP UP FRINGE PUT FRINGE, WEAR SPECS DONT WEAR SPECS ALSO PRETTTTTTTTTY.

Sometimes i really wonder how it's like to be irresistibly gorgeous you know. And when a pretty girl walked past with the perfect figure and everything, damn.This is not trying to say how ugly I am or whatever to gain some self praises k -_- but I hate it when I can never be satisfied with myself. Its a damn fact.And then people will start saying its what a pretty heart matters most and I have it. I know the pretty heart is important too but honestly I don't think I have sometimes.Like, I curse a lot, inside. Im mean sometimes and can be extremely annoying and irritating and whatever I think I am la.I just hate it how I can never be satisfied with myself in front of the mirror. I HATE THESE LUMP OF FATS.
OK NEVERMIND ENOUGH OF MY SELF STUPID CRAPS WHERE LIFE GOES ON.
SHALL SHOW YOU SEXY NIALL.

 DAYUM. Could have rape him. FAKE.

Please tell me why is he so cute. I laughed and smiled all the way when i raped the replay button. Y SO CUTE? LOL. I REPLAY THIS SCENE LIKE COUNTLESS TIMES.

Y SO PERFECT. WHY WHY WHY (T-T)/~~

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Thankful

So my bestest awesome friends surprised me with a swensens stitch cake on Monday that i craved for as a belated birthday since they werent able to celebrate with me on my actual one.
Although abit fail but it was still a surprise because i thought my birthday was over and would never manage to celebrate with friends, but i did.
Really love love love them a lot. Life's great with them. BLESSEDDDDD.

"AIN'T NOBODY FRESHER THAN MY MOTHERFUCKIN CLIQUE"

These 2 guys are really cute. i swear. They came in with 2 cups putting dry ice and came in awkwardly saying "hello, we're here with some special effects"

They were so damn awkward coming in that the whole room burst out laughing. Conor's awkwardness is really daebak.
It was a good day, appreciate those JCs and those sec 5 Joseph and Tobias coming although they have school the next day and conor for coming down all the way from SA. Guess it was the first time i celebrate with clique that happily although some did not turn up due to tests and work.
Its a pity didnt take group photo but its okay. 18 man 18.

They were playing with the dry ice and blowing the "smoke" as if they are on cigarettes. I would post the videos and pic of how silly and legendary funny they were but i think aloysius would say i fuck up so ya.

Town with Jocelin....... Oh my i cant shop enough. I just dont have enough clothes although my cupboard's full but i dont care. I need more if not poly how!! BUT I NEED CASH.
The event promoter job's pay is not enough and the job is not a permanent one, its only 8 day attachment. i currently have no job. And i doubt people would wanna hire a person who is gonna work only 1 month. SIAN WHATEVER.

Every day im waking up thinking what to do today. I am a dumbfuck right now because i forget everything for studies. Dont even ask me emaths man, i may even have difficulties solving x.
I dont know whats amaths anymore or any chem equation. ZERO PERCENT KNOWLEDGE.
EVEN POA, I DONT KNOW SIMPLE DOUBLE ENTRIES. WTF AM I.
Cant wait for Poly to start, at least i have smth to do instead of being at home rotting and spending money or eat all the stupid food making me fat. But i know i will regret when poly starts when im so busy. K IM CONTRADICTING MYSELF.

NEVERMIND IM CONTENTED WITH LIFE ANYWAY. BAI.

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S E V E N T E E N

9/02/13

Reunion dinner with bernard's fam.

Yar, my boyfriend has a zharbo face.

10/02/13

Day 1 of CNY. #ootd
Eat till im seriously full but i know i will regret not eating it. HAHAHA.

Mummy.

Sister and I. She looks more mature than me, always. Ever her height is taller. tsk

11/02/13

#ootd

Didnt go much places but i EAT AND EAT AND EAT. FAT DIE ME.

12/02/13

So....... Im seventeen and its just an awkward age. The number just didn't seem nice anyway.
Celebrate my birthday with Bernard and his family. Well...... my friends couldnt make it because they had to visit relatives thats why :( Such a pity.
But its okay thou. There's always next year, why the hell must my birthday be on a cny anyway.
But overall Im still contented with the way it is.

Thanks to them for such a great surprise. Appreciate the effort. Heh

Lycia. She has a really GREAT singing voice. I SWEAR. BUT WHY SHE JUST DONT BELIEVE IT?!

So....... Thanks to bernard ng, i love you. xoxo.

went home and celebrate with family. But apparently bro is sick, dad is asleep. And it was only 10.30.

Although my parents are really strict, but i still love them. Its just, i dont agree with their methods of growing me up sometimes plus the sarcasms and everything. But i know its my own good and they are parents anyway. There's a huge generation gap so they wouldnt understand what im going through but thats fine, because i know there are still friends that i can count on.

14/02/13

Happy Valentine's Day.
Went to JP Ajisen. Its my first time and its DAEBAK.

CHIO FACE.

 His ramen. It was awesome.

OK ALL MY DAYS THAT I SPENT HAS BLOGGED.
I GTG. SHALL BLOG WHEN SOME EVENTS HAPPENED. BAI.

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