I got my stitch frame now ^ ^ Tough work, phew
--Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried? Cried because you’re ugly. Because you’re not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. Cried because your family is dysfunctional. You don’t want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you’re the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you’re alone, you break down and just cry.
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Most people who don’t have anxiety or depression don’t get it. They don’t understand what you mean when you say you cry for no reason. They think your just emotional. They don’t know how it feels to have your heart pumping out of your chest and to be short of breathe and can’t control it, or to feel like the whole world is tumbling down on top of you and you can’t fix it. They don’t get that Anxiety & Depression are both illnesses, not a birth defect. It’s not your personality either, it’s just taken over it. They think we like the attention, but they have no idea how badly we want to feel happy. To have a real smile, not a fake one. To not have to go through the day feeling worthless. To not cry for a week straight. To just be happy, like the average teenager should.
(via tumblr)
remember what i said i dont really care about people's comments. its difficult sometimes.
But someone once said, we only have one life. One life is all we have, so i gotta stop complaining cause there's someone worse out there.. -twelvestepsbehind.bs.com
