Happy First Month Lover.

Finally got through one month although it seemed like we had been through so much more than that.
Because... i already know this fellow inside out and the ugliest image of all and how douchebag he is when he treat me as a sister bff. Now, I would make him suffer for how bad he bullied me last time HAHHAHAHA k fakeee!
Never expect anything to happen............. but yea it happens. lol. Can never forget whenever people used to ask "what if you and bernard together?"
Me : "No way. He's totally not my type"
ok look where are we now....................................................
He's really something because apart from my 10 years guy friend, he is the second guy who i can be so comfortable with.
Love you because you're always around, the way that you accept me for who I was, and am today.
I don't have to explain the hurtful past and feel the pressure weather you would accept me or not. Thank you for taking so good care of me.

We went for sakae at Scape. The weirdest guy going to sakae, he cannot concentrate eating but keep seeing whats the next food coming up, as if the food will never come back. But ate till we're contented.
Walked around and i wasted almost $50 on materials for scrapbook making in the future. I fell in love in making creative hands-on cards. LOL.

Cant believe the card took me 2-3days to complete it and a total of 8hour plus doing all the spiral human thing. Was rushing like a mad buffalo. But I still complete it and given my best. I know, one month yet so much effort because....... this is the only month we're really celebrating. The next big thing would be anniversary already. So this effort shall last 12 months. Teehee
Hardest card i ever made. But since i fell in love with scrapbooking... im gonna make it for all my loved ones.
I can sit thre 8h doing all these........ if only i put in this much effort like how i put in studies....
Oh thank you so much to Jocelin and Jiamin for buying the materials cause im quarantined due to operation.... -_-

Thank you for the stitch and the really nice card. heheh although I have tons of stitch at home but another one from you will do. :) I appreciate it hehe.
Thank you for being the best thing I ever had and always make me feel important. We will work things out together ok. 3 years of friendship wasnt nothing ok! Cannot believe "we" actually happen, because nobody expected us to really happen either.
Thank you for being my best friend and the best thing that's ever been mine. With you, I know the best is still ahead.

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Thank god.

I have been discharged from the hospital few days due to my minor surgery for appendicitis. I swear one of the scariest shit I faced. It's just like the same fear when I'm going into the hall for my o level maths paper lol.
Because I was worried I won't fall onto the 80% category, which is the not the appendicitis problem. This means that my stomach pain is due to other problems and they might have to cut a bigger hole since maybe it's my womb that was affected. That sentence scared the shit out of me lol.
But all was well. I just strongly disliked my stay there cause the food sucks. I start to vomit just at the thought of it, I swear.

But I'm glad I have great friends who cared and visited me especially Jocelin Jiamin and Bernard. They were extremely worried. Not forgetting my dearest family and grandmother and relatives and other concerned friends.
Now regarding my waffle girl job. I can't go back anymore, im afraid. Secondly I'm so fat yet I can't exercise due to the wound. DAMN IT . After 2-3 weeks I swear I'm exercising everyday. 

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