Being responsible

Nothing much happens except a Batam trip (tbc) and Bangkok trip coming right up.

This is the first holiday I worked for so long, I only signed up for a 5 days shit and they still needed help so me and Kilise decided to continue working for another 2 days or so, and I continued even after 2 days since I desperate for cash.

I thought I stopped but the boss keep calling me back because they needed workers desperately and.. I'm working really well... sigh. I want (not even a need) $ but I dont want work lol fml.

Anyway here's a little of feelings that I want to rant lately and its bothering me so much :

Have you ever felt like "What the actual fuck is wrong with your world" or the people around you sometimes.

I mean like yes you do love them and will never see yourself separating from them eg, my brother where I fucking wanna rip his brain and knock some sense into him ALL THE TIME.

But seriously like sometimes you are thinking why in the world can't they act like their age.

Like "DAMN IT GIRL/GUY, YOU ARE 19, FUCKING 19 PLEASE BE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND ACT YOUR FUCKING AGE."

I seriously  CANNOT understand them like I'm trying so damn hard to put myself into their shoes but omg, I just want to scold and speak whatever my fucking mind is thinking but I have to control because I will hurt someone or cause the fight even bigger lolz.

I really hope they would grow up and have some senses and start learning this word called
"being responsible for yourself"