Last Farewell

Prom night 2012. It was not THAT exciting but the events were not bad. The only very sian part is because we arrived late so everyone of us was split. I can't sit with my brothers I wanted. Damn stupid. -.- I didn't end my night well either because of some matters. But ok Nevermind. Forget about it.

on the way to prom.

awesome brothers. Aloysius the dickhead! LOL. Tobias Chinsiang Conor Jingzhan

Joseph. The bitchest sister.

Yongyue sweetie.

Lovely Yongyi!!!! :) she look stunning that night ! hehe

Xinrui Minho :)

Batrisyia :) 

Pretty Farihin

farhan

Pretty babe!!! Nerissa :)

Pearlyn sweetie!

Sexy Josica! heh

Sunflower yunjie!

Zhenghao!

Michelle!

Cutie Xueying!!!!!! Gonna miss her so much especially during chinese lesson

Eleanor! Always the best person to hang out and talk to.

Willyn!!

Xuankai!

younglee, cutest guy man haha

Chinlee and Cheewei. The assholes one in class. Most cheeky one.

Kaiyeow, forever bowing to each other

The hunks that night.

My prom date. The most bhb guy on earth.

Ok lazy to elaborate. Didnt take much photos that night but the food was not bad. There's salmon yo!
Prom queen and King was the most swag one.
Now im anticipating new events coming up! GENTINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!
AND I FUCKING NEED A JOB. NOBODY WANNA HIRE ME BUT IM DESPERATE FOR MONEY MONEY MONEY! IF NOT HOW TO PAY FOR MY EXPENSES FOR GENTING ETC ETC ETC. OMMGGGGGG SOMEONE PLEASE HIRE ME. LOL.

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O LEVELS ARE OVER.

Town with awesome people yesterday!!!
Bernard Jiamin Jocelin JiaYi Joseph jingzhan Tobias Aloysius! Sylvester and Paul came awhile.
I know its a little early and I might regret it on my next trip to town... But I bought my prom dress!!! It's... WHITE
It's the last piece so I shouldn't be so afraid someone might bought the same as me I guess. Heh.
Oh I permed my hair a few days ago.... I miss my straight hair but I receive quite a number of compliments on my curly hair too. I'm still not used to it. I can't comb properly thou. Have to go for treatment soon too.

Next thing I have to shop is my shoes, accessories etc! My ear is not pierced cause I'm just that scared but I want to... Should I?
Actually i wanna bleach my hair but as my hair now abit short alr, I cannot afford to cut my damage hair after bleaching anymore :(
I wanted to dye but this... This xx say not nice :( OTOKAE?!
Can't wait for more upcoming plans with these awesome people I love so very much!!! Gems of my life!!
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I'm afraid I can't take it but with you I know I can. It's life anyway. I gotta admit, I'm still not 101% trusting you but I'm trying my best. You're really great and there were countless times I feel these are so unreal.
I'm afraid of being too happy either cause there's a saying god might get jealous. And when happiness comes tragedy follows.
Plus you still need to prove to me alot of things.
Nevertheless, I wanna say sorry to xxx.
All I can say is sorry although I know this does not help anything. And I've just caused u great harm.

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Have u ever felt so ugly that you thought of staying at home for therest of your life

Went to town yesterday with my girls. Probably my "last" shopping trip before my O'levels. I swear after O's i will do hell lot of things that I havent tried out. Hiking, ice-skating, work(lol), Genting, Kukup, Wcp, USS with cuties. And ton again at sentosa ECP and marina barrage, www, and running man everyday, LOL. Ok thats a lot.

Had dinner at Yoshinoya after that.

There were damn many clothes I wanna get especially in New Look and Topshop but the shirts just disappoint me. The denim jacket or smth cost up to $76! Have to wait till im working after O's and i swear im gonna spam.Bought quite a few pretty dresses but thats the thing about dresses.. I dont know when i will really wear it. The dresses are "high-low" so.. erm ya. Nevermind shall wear it whenever i can. LOL.

The inferiority came kicking in whenever i go town. The girls are just god damn skinny and pretty. Seriously just wanna go do some surgery when i grow up and got the $! Im not trying to get attention but they just dont understand how you face yourself in the mirror and feel demoralized. And our mind are like "hah, who will love you" "if only my nose is sharper, eyes are prettier, high cheekbones, taller, skinnier, nicer jawline, smaller face, no eyebags, lovely hair, if only im not ugly" I know there are other people who are more unfortunate than me etc but c'mon. If you know what comments people made, try not being affected.Some boys words are just so hurting, they may take it as a joke but seriously? Ok nevermind, they are still boys. Oh, so to one of them, have you taste your own medicine yet? are you feeling how we felt when you comment non stop?

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