O LEVELS ARE OVER.

Town with awesome people yesterday!!!
Bernard Jiamin Jocelin JiaYi Joseph jingzhan Tobias Aloysius! Sylvester and Paul came awhile.
I know its a little early and I might regret it on my next trip to town... But I bought my prom dress!!! It's... WHITE
It's the last piece so I shouldn't be so afraid someone might bought the same as me I guess. Heh.
Oh I permed my hair a few days ago.... I miss my straight hair but I receive quite a number of compliments on my curly hair too. I'm still not used to it. I can't comb properly thou. Have to go for treatment soon too.

Next thing I have to shop is my shoes, accessories etc! My ear is not pierced cause I'm just that scared but I want to... Should I?
Actually i wanna bleach my hair but as my hair now abit short alr, I cannot afford to cut my damage hair after bleaching anymore :(
I wanted to dye but this... This xx say not nice :( OTOKAE?!
Can't wait for more upcoming plans with these awesome people I love so very much!!! Gems of my life!!
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I'm afraid I can't take it but with you I know I can. It's life anyway. I gotta admit, I'm still not 101% trusting you but I'm trying my best. You're really great and there were countless times I feel these are so unreal.
I'm afraid of being too happy either cause there's a saying god might get jealous. And when happiness comes tragedy follows.
Plus you still need to prove to me alot of things.
Nevertheless, I wanna say sorry to xxx.
All I can say is sorry although I know this does not help anything. And I've just caused u great harm.