17 December 2011

Maybe the very last call.

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When i woke up, i thought everything was a dream, cause Im scared it was like how the last few nights when i dreamt of you and i. The feeling when you woke up and realised its only just a dream, the heart ache. It sank.
This time it wasnt. Its real. And then i felt stupid, retarded. I dont know if yesterday's night call was right or wrong or it just makes things worse between me and you..
but one thing i know for sure, that feeling when i was talking with you and those very small jokes and at least you answered..
i was genuinely happy.
Maybe you never really change at all actually , you just have a change of heart
Doubt you will ever read since its private. Guess its better this way

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