Siew Hui

It was a freaking nightmare. I'm so afraid to sleep now.
That scene was as if its true.. i could still remember my heart beating , i could still remember how i sweat and my hair look all so sticky with sweat as i lie on the bed with the wet and warm bedsheet when i woke up. I lied and flip around and round and round staring at the ceiling till I'm so tired and eyelids got heavy.

As I woke up by the rays of the sun shining, all I could think of was "why didn't I die"
I hated the sun. The bed was very uncomfortable with my clothes on but i didnt wanna get up.
I think i'm losing my mind. Am I mad?
Its like I lost myself. I dont feel alive.
What really happen last night and when i woke up? Was it even me?