December 2011 ~ Siew Hui

31 December 2011

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Happy New Year

Pool on Dec 14th at Chevrons. It was so called my first time official playing pool.
I was super noob.. well first time rightttt! And i got pretty nervous and uncomfortable at times for some reason.
Have been lazy to post about my activities. Im so lazy to do my homework. In fact i havent touched any. Not 1%. sigh procrastination....

Been catching the drama, you're beautiful . I know its like super long ago?? 2009 -_-
Anyway im not kpop or even into korea but i was really bored since its holiday and saw this airing on channel U so i decided to catch it online. It was addictive.
Well im mesmerized by Jung Yong Hwa. He's not the one that got the girl.. but still he's soooo sweet !!!

As for the main lead, i swear when he smiles it was adorable. Heart melt haha

Maybe the very last call.

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When i woke up, i thought everything was a dream, cause Im scared it was like how the last few nights when i dreamt of you and i. The feeling when you woke up and realised its only just a dream, the heart ache. It sank.
This time it wasnt. Its real. And then i felt stupid, retarded. I dont know if yesterday's night call was right or wrong or it just makes things worse between me and you..
but one thing i know for sure, that feeling when i was talking with you and those very small jokes and at least you answered..
i was genuinely happy.
Maybe you never really change at all actually , you just have a change of heart
Doubt you will ever read since its private. Guess its better this way

13 December 2011

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It was a freaking nightmare. I'm so afraid to sleep now.
That scene was as if its true.. i could still remember my heart beating , i could still remember how i sweat and my hair look all so sticky with sweat as i lie on the bed with the wet and warm bedsheet when i woke up. I lied and flip around and round and round staring at the ceiling till I'm so tired and eyelids got heavy.

As I woke up by the rays of the sun shining, all I could think of was "why didn't I die"
I hated the sun. The bed was very uncomfortable with my clothes on but i didnt wanna get up.
I think i'm losing my mind. Am I mad?
Its like I lost myself. I dont feel alive.
What really happen last night and when i woke up? Was it even me?

Girls.

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Went town with Batrisyia and Syafiqah on Thursday.
Walked around as i was really broke. Didnt bought much and i dont like the idea of window shopping. I mean.. you know that feeling? when you see something you really really love but you cant buy it. Sucks to the max.
So anyway went to camwhored after that. I look awkward cause i dont know how to pose like how these 2 beautiful swaggers . LOL.