30 October 2013

I can't give up now

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"I swear I think everyone secretly hates my existence and I just want to disappear // Am i really that unlovable?"
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know. I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, but life goes on"
I'm trying really hard, not to be a loser. Be something more useful. I have to continue finding my strengths... but I realised I don't have any and I'm still fighting and searching and trying to work really hard but it seems like it just fails. sigh.

08 October 2013

Ice-cream

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Island creamery then Pool with a few of my favorite companions.
Mudpie will always be a must to buy. Its so good that I am really craving for it now.
Not to forget, the freshest banana we've ever eaten. I mean lol seriously, the banana was really fresh. 
Went to eat Swensens with Lycia and Bernard's parents... it was pretty weird because.. Bernard wasnt around -_- He left me for soccer and insist me to eat with his family and I couldnt resist the temptation of ice cream right.........
18 chefs with Jiamin and Jocelin when we were at town. It was really cheap, I was shocked at the price for the student meal. There wasnt even gst or anything. lol. (the noob me, first time eat)
Saw batrisyia at town and she turned really pretty. Its really nice to see how all my sec mates grown and turn to pretty babes after not seeing them since forever.
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Im really really craving for ice cream now. Ice cream is the best best best dessert I will scream for.
Before my holiday end, I will go for a last round eating good food and visiting carpenter and cook again.
Hate how time flies, and how suckish for school to reopen. Damn

However..the best part of October is Halloween!!! Yay!! I look retarded la k and on the side note... I MANAGED TO SCARE ALOYSIUS AND TOBIAS. LOL.
ps/ the mask I wore is really creepy. It look like the purge mask and really psycho just that the purge mask is 10x scarier la. lol
And scrapbooking is my hobby. I lost the card I made before I could instavid it down and I was so angry with myself that I wanna burn my house and crash my world. I was super angry, I searched the whole house and its just not anywhere!!! Can't imagine if I found one day hiding in one corner of my room or smth. lol.
Can't wait to make more layouts!!!!! but school is reopening zzz

Oh, and I'm leaving for chalet tomorrow.. till then. xx

06 October 2013

USS TRIP 2.

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#throwback to 28th Aug where a few of the clique went to USS.
Something is just missing when roller coaster is not open till now. Seriously, maybe they planned this all along huh, then con our $$$. hahaha k jk.
pardon my ugly face here
my eyebags zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
swag
this is too funny. Their sian face was priceless, because their ride was spoilt, they cant fly up. Thus, the whole ride they were just on the ground going round and round while us being able to see them and laugh from above.
Spaghetti chaser. The ride was so kiddish and mainly for small little kids. But I like cause I enjoy seeing such figurines.
Does this remind you of someone........ garbage boy.......
ok bye with a stupid face. Hahaha.

30 September 2013

HEROES CAMP

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Back to this little space.
Many things happen recently and some are just really great.
I went to spbp mentoring (heroes) camp on 23-25th. It was the bomb. I really enjoyed it and tbh, its the first camp I enjoyed so much in my entire life. Maybe I liked the p5 camp too but there were some setbacks that I didnt get to play some elements and not involved or some shit.
But not for this, everything was just awesome. tbh I planned to leave the camp on the second day because I predicted that I would just hate my presence there, just like how ALL the camps I attend. But somehow I stayed for this. I changed my mind and decided to stay.
Besides, there IS bed there plus air con plus bbq. It doesnt even seem like a camp actually. HAHAH
And one of the games, I literally thought I was in hunger games for a few sec.
Its just so fun cause the best part is... there werent really any some bimbos or some wannabes or smth. Everyone was treated fairly and all.. hehehe
I had an EXTREME lack of sleep, my eyebags were HUGE and I don't look myself in some of the photos taken. Was too ugly. (We had some awesome girls talk session hahahaha)
Nuff said, here are the new friends I found!!!
My group, Thor. (I look horrible.)
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW SHOCKED WE WERE (even the GLs) WHEN WE HEARD WERE IN THE FIRST POSITION OF HAVING THE SAME POINTS AS CAPTAIN AMERICA.
We came in second cause of the cheer to determine the winner but captain america cheer was really good.
We initially came in last position and points were quite far away from the first and second team (spiderman and iron man) but the last game saved us all.
LOL never underestimate the last team. Nobody wanted to attack us and only aim the first team. 
Closest girls in my group. (Messy hair and omfg to the eyebags i had in all the photos)
Brenda!!!! My first friend in the camp and its fun to have her around :)) xx
Eejia! She's so pretty and so funny on how she first pounced on us and introduce ourselves. We have many things in common and its so funny when she actually suspect me a bisexual just because I stalk girls more and keep telling her how pretty those girls were. LOL. xx


Flora. She's so tall and face complexion is just perf that I feel like a small kid beside her, haha!
Pretty yingshan!!!! So glad to have her in peitong! And have common things to talk about since we're both form the same course hahaha.
This is what happens when u have lack of sleep. Wts happened to my eyes lol. anyway ya, all the closest new girls I talked and open up to.
And the "gentleman", awesome guys. Shenjie, Boonyao, Peiyu, Aston, Benson

Why he so beng like that. WHY. he look so weird here but wtv la. HAHAH
 Carpenter and Cook with B that day. It was SOOOO GOOD and pricey........
I WILL DEFINITELY COME BACK HEHEHE.
I LIVE FOR DESSERTS.

Ok, shall blog again soon for USS stuff. buai!