I can't give up now

"I swear I think everyone secretly hates my existence and I just want to disappear // Am i really that unlovable?"
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know. I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, but life goes on"
I'm trying really hard, not to be a loser. Be something more useful. I have to continue finding my strengths... but I realised I don't have any and I'm still fighting and searching and trying to work really hard but it seems like it just fails. sigh.