Quitting smth which I've never enjoy or had any passion of.
And I thought about leaving everyone who loves me or people I gave effort to but never receive the same back.
And I thought about death.
Even typing this while my hands were shaking with fear and its shaking because of a panic attack.
All I know is I was weak and evil and horrible awful person and I don't really blame you slut and bastard bc I myself wished I was dead if I have the courage to.
You could have just continued to strangled me because for a moment I thought ES heaven would be a safer place
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