This isn't what I planned

I have no idea what I wanna say, I tried thinking what am I feeling because all I know is I am not okay.I have many mixed emotions now and I don't know how to tell.All I know is I fell into a deep hole and I'm struggling to get out.I don't see the point of shouting because of my ego.I want to give up but a part of me don't.I hate myself so much, I really hate asking what will be my fate.I put in so...

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I'm screwed

It's really sad that I am a slow learner. I take a very very long time to understand and master a topic or anything. Because it's so long that I occupy so much time in focusing and understand this topic, I cannot go on the next, and including the procrastination time etc , I always fail. I've lost all motivation ever since O's. I really can't imagine the life back thn of how I struggle with every...

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EXHAUSTED

Finally got a little time to blog, (actually no time one) But ya compared to other days, i had tons of proj to complete including one of the major proposal that my group work so hard on. Some even slept at 5am and woke up at 7 to attend classes. This coming monday will be MST, and this is fuck up...

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Here's to never growing up

SHE'S STILL THE SAME. AND SHE'S WEARING WHAT SHE WORE IN THE 2002 COMPLICATED VIDEO. IM IN TEARS, MY AVRIL HAS GROWN UP BUT SHE DOESNT EVEN LOOK OLD. I LOVE HER I LOVVVVVVEEE HER...

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May babies

Happy blessed birthday to my dear boy. Faster 18, our legal age to......... learn to drive car so i can dont always have to climb hill waste adult fare travelling to his god damn bloody far big house. HAHAHA ok fake. I love you Loverboy! Hope you like the surprise the clique planned, along with the...

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