14 December 2012

This is my oath to you

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I cant believe Im actually typing and tweeting this but I miss school. I admit I honestly dont miss it, and even glad im out of the school during the last days of school but i think I miss it. Miss eating wana stall, miss trying to get myself to focus, miss me fighting myself to stay awake. I miss annoying some people LOL.
I never really blogged about her before but its Batrisyia who made me miss it thou. LOL. I miss science lessons with her, getting scolded by Miss Ong for talking too much and always try to separate us but failed.
Im really honestly happy when she said those words to me? Like... i thought i was gonna cry? Seriously. We had a great chat till 3am. Can you believe it?! LOL. I only did that with Jocelin and Bernard. I even thought the gossips she talked about me last time (she apologised) was really worth it?! LOL.
I even made her cry that night after my words LOL. Is touched till cry ok.
Yes she's sometimes really i swear a bitch but its really ok. Cause she still do a part as a friend and help me through the darkest period of time in school. She was there whenever I cried in the toilet. She was there with Miss lee and always talking about me, concerning me. Besides im not those normal girls in school. My clique were guys, no surprise that other girls find me different and gossip about me. Im annoying at times too. Hence, i have not much girlfriends around. I somehow only had her.
Thus i never once blamed her when how other friends told me not to trust her. I still defend her? LOL.
Now that she's hurt i really felt the hurt that night. I really swear if i could, i would run to her and hug her man. She honestly deserve so much better guys. Every hurt she's hurting, she will get through it, I know she can
"You need a hand, and i'm right there right beside you. You in the dark, i'll be the bright light to guide you. Remember the times sneaking out of the house. All of the time that you had the doubts and don't forget all the trouble we got into, we got something you can't undo
Laughing so damn hard, all the scars we share. I Promise, I swear
Wherever you go, just always remember, that you got a home for now and forever
And if you get low, just call me whenever
This is my oath to you
Wherever you go, just always remember, you never alone, we're birds of a feather and we'll never change, no matter the weather
This is my oath to you." 
Totally the song for her and some of my girls ah.
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Anyway went to legoland... it was... not as fun as I thought it would be. Maybe going with friends would be fun but the rides really weren't the type for me because its all for small kids. Some of the pic. didnt took much and lazy upload.
But anw i wanna go back to KSL. Damn it, the stitch are all so damn cheap. And the trip wasnt great with my fam, so many conflicts.

I swear I would go back to get my stitch luggage. I still couldnt stop thinking about it.

YOU KNOW HOW SINFUL IS THIS MEAL. LOL. CHEESY MAX BUT NICE. HAHAHA. BUT EAT HALFWAY WILL SIAN.
8 MORE DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS.

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