Thankful

So my bestest awesome friends surprised me with a swensens stitch cake on Monday that i craved for as a belated birthday since they werent able to celebrate with me on my actual one.
Although abit fail but it was still a surprise because i thought my birthday was over and would never manage to celebrate with friends, but i did.
Really love love love them a lot. Life's great with them. BLESSEDDDDD.

"AIN'T NOBODY FRESHER THAN MY MOTHERFUCKIN CLIQUE"

These 2 guys are really cute. i swear. They came in with 2 cups putting dry ice and came in awkwardly saying "hello, we're here with some special effects"

They were so damn awkward coming in that the whole room burst out laughing. Conor's awkwardness is really daebak.
It was a good day, appreciate those JCs and those sec 5 Joseph and Tobias coming although they have school the next day and conor for coming down all the way from SA. Guess it was the first time i celebrate with clique that happily although some did not turn up due to tests and work.
Its a pity didnt take group photo but its okay. 18 man 18.

They were playing with the dry ice and blowing the "smoke" as if they are on cigarettes. I would post the videos and pic of how silly and legendary funny they were but i think aloysius would say i fuck up so ya.

Town with Jocelin....... Oh my i cant shop enough. I just dont have enough clothes although my cupboard's full but i dont care. I need more if not poly how!! BUT I NEED CASH.
The event promoter job's pay is not enough and the job is not a permanent one, its only 8 day attachment. i currently have no job. And i doubt people would wanna hire a person who is gonna work only 1 month. SIAN WHATEVER.

Every day im waking up thinking what to do today. I am a dumbfuck right now because i forget everything for studies. Dont even ask me emaths man, i may even have difficulties solving x.
I dont know whats amaths anymore or any chem equation. ZERO PERCENT KNOWLEDGE.
EVEN POA, I DONT KNOW SIMPLE DOUBLE ENTRIES. WTF AM I.
Cant wait for Poly to start, at least i have smth to do instead of being at home rotting and spending money or eat all the stupid food making me fat. But i know i will regret when poly starts when im so busy. K IM CONTRADICTING MYSELF.

NEVERMIND IM CONTENTED WITH LIFE ANYWAY. BAI.

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S E V E N T E E N

9/02/13

Reunion dinner with bernard's fam.

Yar, my boyfriend has a zharbo face.

10/02/13

Day 1 of CNY. #ootd
Eat till im seriously full but i know i will regret not eating it. HAHAHA.

Mummy.

Sister and I. She looks more mature than me, always. Ever her height is taller. tsk

11/02/13

#ootd

Didnt go much places but i EAT AND EAT AND EAT. FAT DIE ME.

12/02/13

So....... Im seventeen and its just an awkward age. The number just didn't seem nice anyway.
Celebrate my birthday with Bernard and his family. Well...... my friends couldnt make it because they had to visit relatives thats why :( Such a pity.
But its okay thou. There's always next year, why the hell must my birthday be on a cny anyway.
But overall Im still contented with the way it is.

Thanks to them for such a great surprise. Appreciate the effort. Heh

Lycia. She has a really GREAT singing voice. I SWEAR. BUT WHY SHE JUST DONT BELIEVE IT?!

So....... Thanks to bernard ng, i love you. xoxo.

went home and celebrate with family. But apparently bro is sick, dad is asleep. And it was only 10.30.

Although my parents are really strict, but i still love them. Its just, i dont agree with their methods of growing me up sometimes plus the sarcasms and everything. But i know its my own good and they are parents anyway. There's a huge generation gap so they wouldnt understand what im going through but thats fine, because i know there are still friends that i can count on.

14/02/13

Happy Valentine's Day.
Went to JP Ajisen. Its my first time and its DAEBAK.

CHIO FACE.

 His ramen. It was awesome.

OK ALL MY DAYS THAT I SPENT HAS BLOGGED.
I GTG. SHALL BLOG WHEN SOME EVENTS HAPPENED. BAI.

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Happy First Month Lover.

Finally got through one month although it seemed like we had been through so much more than that.
Because... i already know this fellow inside out and the ugliest image of all and how douchebag he is when he treat me as a sister bff. Now, I would make him suffer for how bad he bullied me last time HAHHAHAHA k fakeee!
Never expect anything to happen............. but yea it happens. lol. Can never forget whenever people used to ask "what if you and bernard together?"
Me : "No way. He's totally not my type"
ok look where are we now....................................................
He's really something because apart from my 10 years guy friend, he is the second guy who i can be so comfortable with.
Love you because you're always around, the way that you accept me for who I was, and am today.
I don't have to explain the hurtful past and feel the pressure weather you would accept me or not. Thank you for taking so good care of me.

We went for sakae at Scape. The weirdest guy going to sakae, he cannot concentrate eating but keep seeing whats the next food coming up, as if the food will never come back. But ate till we're contented.
Walked around and i wasted almost $50 on materials for scrapbook making in the future. I fell in love in making creative hands-on cards. LOL.

Cant believe the card took me 2-3days to complete it and a total of 8hour plus doing all the spiral human thing. Was rushing like a mad buffalo. But I still complete it and given my best. I know, one month yet so much effort because....... this is the only month we're really celebrating. The next big thing would be anniversary already. So this effort shall last 12 months. Teehee
Hardest card i ever made. But since i fell in love with scrapbooking... im gonna make it for all my loved ones.
I can sit thre 8h doing all these........ if only i put in this much effort like how i put in studies....
Oh thank you so much to Jocelin and Jiamin for buying the materials cause im quarantined due to operation.... -_-

Thank you for the stitch and the really nice card. heheh although I have tons of stitch at home but another one from you will do. :) I appreciate it hehe.
Thank you for being the best thing I ever had and always make me feel important. We will work things out together ok. 3 years of friendship wasnt nothing ok! Cannot believe "we" actually happen, because nobody expected us to really happen either.
Thank you for being my best friend and the best thing that's ever been mine. With you, I know the best is still ahead.

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Thank god.

I have been discharged from the hospital few days due to my minor surgery for appendicitis. I swear one of the scariest shit I faced. It's just like the same fear when I'm going into the hall for my o level maths paper lol.
Because I was worried I won't fall onto the 80% category, which is the not the appendicitis problem. This means that my stomach pain is due to other problems and they might have to cut a bigger hole since maybe it's my womb that was affected. That sentence scared the shit out of me lol.
But all was well. I just strongly disliked my stay there cause the food sucks. I start to vomit just at the thought of it, I swear.

But I'm glad I have great friends who cared and visited me especially Jocelin Jiamin and Bernard. They were extremely worried. Not forgetting my dearest family and grandmother and relatives and other concerned friends.
Now regarding my waffle girl job. I can't go back anymore, im afraid. Secondly I'm so fat yet I can't exercise due to the wound. DAMN IT . After 2-3 weeks I swear I'm exercising everyday. 

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