Getting worst or getting better, I don't know anymore. Maybe I'm lost, or maybe I am used to the person who I'm becoming.
Still, I would still get affected easily by people around me. I would get demoralized over the slightest comments. Maybe Im paranoid, or maybe im just fucked up. Can you just imagine how the way people look at you? And you really wanna read their mind on what they are thinking about you? Because all i get is "she's a freak" "she's a depression kid" "She's dangerous" "Dont offend her before she cries and whole drama starts"
Its after all the events that happened which made people look at you differently. How they treated you werent like the past.
Either ways, I still have girlfriends who are there for me. I tried blending in how I am in different types of people.
From my annoying bro. Honestly, I didnt expect him to give a gift. He claim its because he wanna eat my cake so he gave a present to bribe me. FAKE! LOL.
From boonchuan.